[Doesn't that sentiment sound familiar, too. What is it about brothers not wanting their siblings here? Sure, it gets monotonous between bursts of excitement and danger, but doesn't anything? And it's not as though being back home is safety from making some... really regrettable decisions, if he let himself dwell in regret.]

Hmmm, probably. We do both work here! And there is only so much 'here' to work in. Maybe the mess hall, or something.

But more importantly! Are you the older or younger sibling??