I'm full of hot air and overconfidence! In an attempt to counteract my own seeds of cynicism I fill myself with the belief that it'll all turn out right in the end if this and that happen! If that looks like good, well, cool, but it's purely self-centered I assure you.
[Whenever he's not optimistic or can't climb back to that point, whenever he really and truly crashes, it's bad. There are people back home who'll haul him out of that, Julien's had enough experience with them to believe in it, but they aren't here. If the going gets too rough here people aren't going to be there for him like those would, and why would they?]
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I'm full of hot air and overconfidence! In an attempt to counteract my own seeds of cynicism I fill myself with the belief that it'll all turn out right in the end if this and that happen! If that looks like good, well, cool, but it's purely self-centered I assure you.
[Whenever he's not optimistic or can't climb back to that point, whenever he really and truly crashes, it's bad. There are people back home who'll haul him out of that, Julien's had enough experience with them to believe in it, but they aren't here. If the going gets too rough here people aren't going to be there for him like those would, and why would they?]
So that's my opinion.