No one can help me! [Now he's yelling, temper snapped under the weight of his own crushing expectations and his own self-created view of the world.]
It doesn't matter how much effort I put in! ["effort" is one word for it, one way to sum up nonstop work and too few hours of sleep and the constant pummeling grind of school and teaching and exorcisms and training and unrelenting stress.] It doesn't fix anything! It doesn't really mean anything! No one actually gives a shit about me! And your advice isn't ever going to help anyone!
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It doesn't matter how much effort I put in! ["effort" is one word for it, one way to sum up nonstop work and too few hours of sleep and the constant pummeling grind of school and teaching and exorcisms and training and unrelenting stress.] It doesn't fix anything! It doesn't really mean anything! No one actually gives a shit about me! And your advice isn't ever going to help anyone!