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limacharlie2018-09-26 09:10 pm
fortuneglass) wrote in limacharlie2018-09-26 09:10 pm
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[PUBLIC CHANNEL] D100 | Early In The Attack
[Can anything get worse than the attack already is?
The answer is a resounding Yes. (And that's BEFORE everything else, for that matter.)
When Carly comes onto the radio- public radio on that note, for while she would rather not distress everyone further, it's something everyone should probably know- her voice is tense. Low, and flat, and stiff, as it has been in the past when handling something relatively unpleasant...or when causing it, for that matter.
Which is never a good sign.]
...Herbert is dead, [Is what she starts with, not that there is much else to say.] ...I have what's...left of him, [She says, sounding remarkably calm outside the clear hesitation as she chooses her words.
There goes one of their medical staff, for the time being though.]
The answer is a resounding Yes. (And that's BEFORE everything else, for that matter.)
When Carly comes onto the radio- public radio on that note, for while she would rather not distress everyone further, it's something everyone should probably know- her voice is tense. Low, and flat, and stiff, as it has been in the past when handling something relatively unpleasant...or when causing it, for that matter.
Which is never a good sign.]
...Herbert is dead, [Is what she starts with, not that there is much else to say.] ...I have what's...left of him, [She says, sounding remarkably calm outside the clear hesitation as she chooses her words.
There goes one of their medical staff, for the time being though.]
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Just because we don't always get what we should or want, doesn't mean people have the excuse to keep ignoring it! It's the fact that the world doesn't work that way, that means we should put an effort into it! Not everyone recycles, or cleans their dishes, or eats healthy, but it doesn't change that we should still try does it?
...And as for trust...
We're human, Yukio. More than that, we're 'alive'! Faeries, Demons, Angels, those are beings that all make mistakes, and so do we. Trust isn't something that gets abandoned at whim- it's not something that fails because you can't pull something off in a particular moment!
It's something you have despite knowing that could happen! ...Take it from someone who's up on a pedestal themselves...
...If I need help, I ask for it- even from someone who's 'less strong'.
Because I still stand a better chance of managing something that way.
...you can be someone who's looked up to, and trusted, and still be helped.
...I know I've made better decisions that way, than on my own and frantic...
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It doesn't matter how much effort I put in! ["effort" is one word for it, one way to sum up nonstop work and too few hours of sleep and the constant pummeling grind of school and teaching and exorcisms and training and unrelenting stress.] It doesn't fix anything! It doesn't really mean anything! No one actually gives a shit about me! And your advice isn't ever going to help anyone!
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Effort could mean anything? What about the effort the stop? To breathe, and sit for a while?
Take it from someone who knows- you crash harder if you keep pushing without pause!
oh no my html
Here, he has time, he could make time, he could step back and take a breath and not continue his punishing pace. But he doesn't know how.]
I don't need you to lecture me! You have no idea what you're talking about!
Oh nooo
And how would you know that yourself?
[Unfortunately battle waits for no one and avian screeching takes over the air- no more safe zones for Carly.] Mnn-!
We're talking later, Yukio-!